Hell of a Year

It′s been a hell of a year How did you see Who I was ain't who I was gonna be? I could′ve been right Was probably wrong So many nights wishin' I could go home It's been a hell of a year It′s been a hell of a year Now my heart′s out of love I fell out of line I swore that I'd never leave again, and I lied It was the weight of the world You settin′ me free You can't sleep alone, and you ain′t sleepin' with me It′s been a hell of a year It's been a hell of a year You hate how I live Go up to come down I smoke you away, and then you drink 'til you drown I wasn′t meant to be then It ain′t meant to be now I love this home but now I hate this house It's been a hell of a year It′s been a hell of a year It's been a hell of a year How did you see That who I was ain′t who I was gonna be I could've been right Was probably wrong So many nights wishin′ I could go home It's been a hell of a year It's been a hell of a year