Live a Lie

How you gon′ do that to me? (Sigh) I can't believe this I wish I never ever got drunk that night Made me foolish enough to come to your crib Walked up the stairs and then I turned on the lights Couldn′t even speak because it happened so quick I wish I never saw your punk ass that night You always seem to calm me down with your lies Even though I know better I try and I try But u always have the perfect alibi If a lie gon' get me through I rather not know the truth If the truth gon' make me cry I rather just live a lie I rather just live a lie I wish I never ever saw you that night Rite now I′d still be thinkin′ we were okay I called you just before I got on my flight I say I love you and you tell me the same If I could go back in time I never woulda called your phone up Never woulda dialed your number Never woulda gotten that drunk If I could go back in time I never woulda gotten that tore Never woulda asked for one more Never woulda walked through your door If a lie gon' get me through I rather not know the truth If the truth gon′ make me cry I rather just live a lie I rather just live a lie Easier to live like you don't see nuttin Even tho it ain′t rite harder to turn over in Your bed and he ain't by your side I think if I didn′t walk in that nite And see you with my own eyes I would still be livin' a lie Just gotta know whatever you do It's gon′ come back to you I can′t' believe this If a lie gon′ get me through I rather not know the truth If the truth gon' make me cry I rather just live a lie