Lost Control

Hmm, yea Mirrors they never lie Don′t see myself inside Why can't I get it right? I don′t know You're always watching me fall Shadows they like my wall Why do I feel so small? I don't know So I walk into the dead of night Where my monsters like to hide Chaos feels so good inside Now I know I′ve lost, I′ve lost I've lost control again Always do the same and I′m to blame I've lost control again I don′t, I don't I don′t know who I am Always do the same and I'm to blame I've lost control again Tired of being afraid But lately, I lost my faith What is love without pain It ain′t home You′re watching me but I'm below When I get caught I hope It′s the kind of blackout that will Take me home So I walk into the dead of night Where my monsters like to hide Chaos feels so good inside Now I know I've lost, I′ve lost I've lost control again Always do the same and I′m to blame I've lost control again I don't, I don′t I don′t know who I am Always do the same and I'm to blame I′ve lost control again I know that I'm a mess But I ain′t trying to be the best So, whatever's coming next I better pray Never said I was an angel I am damaged all the way So whatever′s coming next I better pray I've lost, I've lost I′ve lost control again Always do the same and I′m to blame I've lost control again I don′t, I don't I don′t know who I am Always do the same and I'm to blame I′ve lost control again