Nylon Smile

I′d like to laugh at what you said, but I just can't find a smile I wonder why I can′t, I struggle with myself Hoping I might change a little Hoping that I might be someone I wanna be Looking out I want to know someone might care Looking out I want a reason to be there 'Cause I don't know what I′ve done to deserve you And I don′t know what I'd do without you Looking out I want to know some way might clear Looking out I want a reason to repair ′Cause I don't know what I′ve done to deserve you And I don't know what I′ll do without you I can't see nothing good, nothing is so bad I never had the chance to explain exactly what I meant