Thrown Away / Tightrope

I can′t control myself I'm losing it, I′ve lost it I kill the rhyme again, I'm comin' sick and on time again Words manfest from deep inside Where people hide Within it, chemical imbalance On the triple beam Fuck what you heard, it′s about what I seen I seen it happen, Back hand brand to face smackin′ Definite disorder, Now his mindset is blackened The doctors say he's got the brain of a murderer This rugged style steals your brain like a burglar My heart is bleeding and this pain will not pass It′s not receding my body going numb A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high He don't know what he′s doing Go away, I want to be thrown away Born sick, nothing in his hands but his dick He couldn't handle pressure, he couldn′t handle shit For the life he was leading, Led him down the wrong path Where guns blast, don't give a shit About the God's wrath Don′t want to talk to the counselor, Doctor To tell ′em what's real, tell ′em what's proper The situation′s unclear like gray And I know it gets worse everyday My heart is bleeding and this pain will not pass It's not receding my body going numb A bad trip child, rolling stoned, keeping high He don′t know what he's doing Go away, I want to be thrown away I am a mess, I've made a huge mess I can′t control myself I′m losing it, I've lost it I′ve split all my marbles 'Cause i see you inside of me Sometimes I want to be thrown away A hyper spaz, and that is the way Sometimes I want to be thrown away From thrown away My words are weapons in which I murder you with Please don′t be scared please Do not turn your head We are the future the 21st. century dyslexic glue Sniffing cybersluts with homicidal minds and handguns We are insane Nothing will change We are insane Nothing will change there is a thin line between What is good and what is evil and I will tiptoe down that line but I will feel unstable My life is a circus and I am tripping down the tightrope well There is nothing to save me now so I will not look down and again and again And again it happens again and again and again There's no beginning There is no end There is only change Progression backwards Is this where we are Heading take back your soul forget your emptiness There is a thin line Between what is good and what is evil and I will tiptoe down that Line but I will feel unstable my life is a Circus and I am tripping down the tightrope Well there is nothing to save me now I′m falling to The ground falling to the ground down to the ground I speak of madness my heart and soul I cry for people who aint got Control lets take our sanity lets take compassion and be Responsible for every action hell no Know how the way the way the way know How the way know how there is a thin line between what is good and What is evil and I will tiptoe down that line but I will feel Unstable my life is a circus and I am tripping down the tightrope Well there is nothing to save me now so I will not Look down there is a thin line between what is good and What is evil and I will tiptoe down That line but I will feel unstable my Life is a circus and I am tripping down the tightrope well there is Nothing to save me now I'm falling to the Ground down to the ground all the way down.