It's Been Awhile

And it′s been a while Since I could hold my head up high And it's been a while Since I first saw you And it′s been a while Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been a while Since I could call you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that are rendered I′ve stretched myself beyond my means And it′s been a while Since I can say that I wasn't addicted And it′s been a while Since I can say I love myself as well, and And it's been a while Since I′ve gone and fucked things up just like I always do And it's been a while But all that shit seems to disappear when I′m with you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I′ve gone and fucked things up again, again Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day And it′s been a while Since I could look at myself straight And it's been a while Since I said I′m sorry And it's been a while Since I′ve seen the way the candles light your face And it's been a while But I can still remember just the way you taste And everything I can′t remember As fucked up as it all may seem to be, I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father He did the best he could for me And it's been a while Since I could hold my head up high And it′s been a while Since I said I′m sorry