Out Loud

With angry wings, I flew out of that town Promised you I′d never turn around Cocaine buzz and a caffeine high Open all the windows under midnight skies With angry wings, I flew out of that town Chasing down a dream Like a shadow in the breeze From a thousand miles away Wish you were right in front of me Man, I really messed up now Too afraid to say it out loud I can barely breathe whom I'm tryna be I′m still tryna figure it out Man, I really messed up now Clipped those wings and I came back home Tried my best just to carry on Stick and poke tattoos meant nothing to me As far as east to west and not a memory (mm) Man, I really messed up now Too afraid to say it out loud I can barely breathe whom I'm tryna be I'm still tryna figure it out Am I too proud to say it out loud? Chasing down a dream Like a shadow in the breeze From a thousand miles away Wish you were still in front of me I don′t wanna mess up now Too afraid to say it out loud I can barely breathe whom I′m tryna be I'm still tryna figure it out Man, I really messed up now